1. I don't have any pictures to keep you visually stimulated and probably wont advertise this post on FB. I just wanted to vent.
2. I went to GSO to sub for the week at the community college. and while the good news is they offered me a job. It's p.t. but the hourly pay sorta makes up for it. Sorta. The bad news is they only get paid once a month. Meaning it would be the end of October before I got a check big enough to rent a place. And my credit is so jacked up it still probably won't be enough. For the first time I'm condidering applying for public housing. Oh the shame, who am I kidding. I'll be there first thing Monday morning.
3. My schedule it totally effed up after being away from my paint for a week. I haven't made anything for 2 weeks and am kina scerred to put paint down. I've had too much time to think bout it all.
4. While I loved making my little magnets, I'm now like wondering if they are really any good. How in the hell am I gonna make enough money selling $10 cardboard magnets?
5. I'm so sick of dishes and dirty clothes every frickin day.
6. I quietly beat myself up everyday for not being able to make enough money to take care of my son independently.
7. I'm considering starting a new blog about my life as a single mom and my constant pangs of inadequacy.
8. Why is it everytime I have a good idea and tell someone all the fizz goes out of it? And why can't I keep my big mouth shut?
9. I was about to tell y'all something, I really want to but I'ma try and keep it to myself.
10. Eventhough my life is nothing as I expected it to be, sometimes I think this is all happening for a reason and if I just keep pluggin away and staying focus on my BIG dream it might actually happen.